i'm running on fumes from the past five years before me

introduction ,

i'm that blue haired bitch with pronouns your mother warned you about ◕‿◕ㅤdominant focuses:ㅤ ffxiv, drakenier, personal writing projects, politics, bisexuality.ㅤnotable interests:ㅤ dmc, tlt, ffxiii, fallout, spop, fe3h (black eagles specifically), transistor, netflix's castlevania, hades (supergiant), star trek: discovery.

✓ do interact if
●you're cool with a politically leftist bisexual bitch who doesn't know how to shut up. ●you engage with media critically, even the stuff you like. ●you support bi women and fems being included and welcomed in sapphic spaces. ●you leave the androcentrism at the door, we love and revere women here. ●are prepared for regular rants about how square enix did ysayle, yotsuyu, and venat dirty. ●you're a devil may cry fan who's actually normal and not into spardacest (please, there's so few out here) ●you like buff women, because boy howdy do i have a lot of buff lady ocs.

✓ do interact if

●you're cool with a politically leftist bisexual bitch who doesn't know how to shut up.
●you engage with media critically, even the stuff you like.
●you support bi women and fems being included and welcomed in sapphic spaces.
●you leave the androcentrism at the door, we love and revere women here.
●are prepared for regular rants about how square enix did ysayle, yotsuyu, and venat dirty.
●you're a devil may cry fan who's actually normal and not into spardacest (please, there's so few out here)
●you like buff women, because boy howdy do i have a lot of buff lady ocs.

✕ do not interact if
●you're a zionist, support israel, against palestine, all of that - the blood of thousands of children is on your hands, you have no claim to compassion if you die on this hill, and i hope you rot in hell. ●bigoted, all -isms apply here: racist, homophobic, biphobic, acephobic, transphobic, antisemitic, misogynistic, islamophobic, etc. ●you are in anyway antiblack or anti-indigenous, especially if you don't agree with land back or ignore issues like mmiwg2s. also do not tolerate assholes who appropriate terms like stud, stem/stemme, fish, or two-spirit/2s. or fuckers who try to claim indigenous cultural tattoos or clothing - yes, that means your """"viking""" lip/chin line" tattoos. ●your orientalist bellydancer fetish - even if it's twinks, even if it's trans or gay - is not cute or tolerated. don't care if it's west asian, south asian, or east asian orientalism or your bullshit neo-orientalism. you're gross! ●you are a conservative. ●you believe in gold star lesbianism, are against he/him or they/them lesbians, or don't respect a stone butch's boundaries. ●one of the following, because i do not tolerate: pedophiles, incest supporters, cp+a/m likers, proshippers, lalalewders, terfs, bi-exclusionists, nbi-exclusionists, or transmedicalists. ●support or are an mspec/bi-/pan-lesbian. ●you believe the bullshit that bisexuality does not include all genders; it encompasses trans and non-binary identities and to insist that it doesn't and instead means "two genders" is biphobic, and i want nothing to do with you. not only do bisexuals date trans, non-binary and genderqueer folks — we often are trans, non-binary or genderqueer. ●you believe in the "hearts not parts" rhetoric. Also biphobic, as it reduces bisexual attraction down to genitals and perpetuates the promiscuity stereotypes and allegations. if you genuinely subscribe to this ideology, go fuck yourself on a metal cactus. ●you are a fan of: dream smp and adjacent creators, hazbin hotel, harry potter, attack on titan, our flag means death, danganronpa. ●are a diehard fan of: kylo ren, emet-selch, zenos, nhaza'a jaab, solas (dragon age). ●you seriously believe that fiction cannot affect reality, and that your precious media isn't absolved of the creator's political beliefs - good or bad. ●under 18 (no offense, i'm just an adult curating a sfw adult space - i'm sure you're cool but i want some peace of mind). ●you genuinely believe that art has """degenerated""" with modern art movements and that we need to """return to the classics""" - you cannot convince me that you aren't a fascist if you think this. ●you're a tankie. no fucking tankies.

✕ do not interact if

●you're a zionist, support israel, against palestine, all of that - the blood of thousands of children is on your hands, you have no claim to compassion if you die on this hill, and i hope you rot in hell.
●bigoted, all -isms apply here: racist, homophobic, biphobic, acephobic, transphobic, antisemitic, misogynistic, islamophobic, etc.
●you are in anyway antiblack or anti-indigenous, especially if you don't agree with land back or ignore issues like mmiwg2s. also do not tolerate assholes who appropriate terms like stud, stem/stemme, fish, or two-spirit/2s. or fuckers who try to claim indigenous cultural tattoos or clothing - yes, that means your """"viking""" lip/chin line" tattoos.
●your orientalist bellydancer fetish - even if it's twinks, even if it's trans or gay - is not cute or tolerated. don't care if it's west asian, south asian, or east asian orientalism or your bullshit neo-orientalism. you're gross!
●you are a conservative.
●you believe in gold star lesbianism, are against he/him or they/them lesbians, or don't respect a stone butch's boundaries.
●one of the following, because i do not tolerate: pedophiles, incest supporters, cp+a/m likers, proshippers, lalalewders, terfs, bi-exclusionists, nbi-exclusionists, or transmedicalists.
●support or are an mspec/bi-/pan-lesbian.
●you believe the bullshit that bisexuality does not include all genders; it encompasses trans and non-binary identities and to insist that it doesn't and instead means "two genders" is biphobic, and i want nothing to do with you. not only do bisexuals date trans, non-binary and genderqueer folks — we often are trans, non-binary or genderqueer.
●you believe in the "hearts not parts" rhetoric. Also biphobic, as it reduces bisexual attraction down to genitals and perpetuates the promiscuity stereotypes and allegations. if you genuinely subscribe to this ideology, go fuck yourself on a metal cactus.
●you are a fan of: dream smp and adjacent creators, hazbin hotel, harry potter, attack on titan, our flag means death, danganronpa.
●are a diehard fan of: kylo ren, emet-selch, zenos, nhaza'a jaab, solas (dragon age).
●you seriously believe that fiction cannot affect reality, and that your precious media isn't absolved of the creator's political beliefs - good or bad.
●under 18 (no offense, i'm just an adult curating a sfw adult space - i'm sure you're cool but i want some peace of mind).
●you genuinely believe that art has """degenerated""" with modern art movements and that we need to """return to the classics""" - you cannot convince me that you aren't a fascist if you think this.
●you're a tankie. no fucking tankies.

name enya.
age 28.
gender non-cis/no label.
pronouns she/her/he/him.
sexuality sapphic bisexual.
timezone EST (GMT-5).
astro sign leo
other writer, artist, gposer.

about me ,

ㅤlikes:ㅤ writing, drawing, animation, metalwork sculpture, sewing, printmaking, anthropology, anthropological theory (no, I am nowhere remotely near joking), mythology and folklore (specifically greco-roman and celtic), goth and punk, baroque art, art nouveau (alfonse mucha, elisabeth sonrel), rococo art, post modernist art, contemporary artists like irene hardwicke olivieri and alexis rockman, video essayists (like khadija mbowe, f.d. signifier, renegade cut, verilybitchie, anansi's library, and shanspeare).

ㅤdislikes:ㅤ sports culture, influencer shit, hustle culture, capitalistic bullshit, stan culture, most gaming youtube channels (especially the likes of achievement hunter, game grumps, and the game theorists), debate bros.
ㅤpetty dislikes:ㅤ ace attorney, hunter x hunter, bnha, zenos, haurchefant, emet-selch, gaius baelsar, hien, haikyuu, rwby, overwatch, league of legends (including arcane), katekyo hitman reborn, genshin impact, one piece, chainsaw man, ouran high school host club, splatoon, the fate series.

currently:
ㅤplaying:ㅤ Final fantasy xiv; drakengard 3; final fantasy xiii; final fantasy xii; hades; transistor; hotline miami; hellblade: senua's sacrifice; valkyrie elysium; bastion; harvestella; legend of zelda: tears of the kingdom.
ㅤlistening:ㅤ sleep theory; rosegarden funeral party; ergo, bria; stromae; florence + the machine; hozier; magnolia park; sleep token; iniko; talking heads; daft punk; evanescence; jiae; the hu; yosi horikawa; the fluorescents; mon rovÎa, jhariah, tove lo.
ㅤreading:ㅤ harrow the ninth; bi any other name; mdzs; jwqs; archaeology in space.
ㅤwatching:ㅤ star trek: discovery; a league of their own (2022); warrior nun; the sandman.

favorite characters
ㅤffxiv:ㅤ ysayle dangoulain, venat/hydaelyn, estinien wyrmblood, yotsuyu goe brutus, aymeric de borel, heustienne de vimaroix, hermes, fordola rem lupis, ilberd feare, sadu, zero. ㅤff:ㅤ lightning farron (xiii), oerba yun fang (xiii), aranea highwind (xv), lunafreya nox fleuret (xv), aerith (vii+7r), rydia (iv), kain highwind (iv), cecil harvey (iv), rosa joanna farrell (iv). ㅤfe:ㅤ edelgard (fe3h), leonie (fe3h), dorothea (fe3h), marianne (fe3h), camilla (fe14), xander (fe14), chrom (fe13), lucina (fe13), tiki (fe13). ㅤdmc:ㅤ vergil, v, nico, lucia, lady, trish. ㅤmisc:ㅤ kaine (nier), michael burnham (star trek: discovery), aqua (kh), xion (kh), ansem the seeker of darkness (kh).

favorite characters

ㅤffxiv:ㅤ ysayle dangoulain, venat/hydaelyn, estinien wyrmblood, yotsuyu goe brutus, aymeric de borel, heustienne de vimaroix, hermes, fordola rem lupis, ilberd feare, sadu, zero.
ㅤff:ㅤ lightning farron (xiii), oerba yun fang (xiii), aranea highwind (xv), lunafreya nox fleuret (xv), aerith (vii+7r), rydia (iv), kain highwind (iv), cecil harvey (iv), rosa joanna farrell (iv).
ㅤfe:ㅤ edelgard (fe3h), leonie (fe3h), dorothea (fe3h), marianne (fe3h), camilla (fe14), xander (fe14), chrom (fe13), lucina (fe13), tiki (fe13).
ㅤdmc:ㅤ vergil, v, nico, lucia, lady, trish.
ㅤmisc:ㅤ kaine (nier), michael burnham (star trek: discovery), aqua (kh), xion (kh), ansem the seeker of darkness (kh).

favorite games
devil may cry 5, gris, nier: replicant, bayonetta 2, hades (supergiant), transistor (supergiant), final fantasy iv, final fantasy vii (remake), final fantasy x, final fantasy xiii, final fantasy xiv, dissidia final fantasy, dissidia 012 [duodecim] final fantasy, the forgotten city, fallout 3, fallout: new vegas, borderlands 2, crypt of the necrodancer, and runescape.

favorite books & comics
the inheritance cycle, the locked tomb, iron widow (please read this book), dealing with dragons, death vigil, the queen and the woodborn, and battle angel alita.

favorite ships/ships i write
ㅤffxiv:ㅤ wolysayle, wolvenat, wolysaylevenat, wolestinien, estiysayle, wolestiysayle, wolaymeric, wolestimeric, estimeric, wolshtola, wol/y'shtola/zero, y'shtola/zero, y'shtola/nidhana, y'shtola/runar, ysayle/heustienne, ysayle/yotsuyu, ysayle/venat, moenbryda/mikoto, mikoto/lilja, sadu/cirina, woltsuyu, thanuri, wolthanuri, sidurgu/fray, aymeric/stephanivien, ryne/gaia, fordolyse, lucia/hilda, hegemone/agdistis. ㅤff:ㅤ fang/lightning, lightning/aranea, fang/vanille, aerith/tifa, aerith/cloud/tifa, cecil/kain/rosa, promlunoct, lightning/noctis, aranea/lunafreya, lunafreya/cidney. ㅤmisc:ㅤ edeleth (fe3h - f!byleth only), trephacard, thanzagmeg, korrasami, terraqua, namixi, wu zetian/gao yizhi/li shimin, griddlehawk, catradora.

favorite ships/ships i write

ㅤffxiv:ㅤ wolysayle, wolvenat, wolysaylevenat, wolestinien, estiysayle, wolestiysayle, wolaymeric, wolestimeric, estimeric, wolshtola, wol/y'shtola/zero, y'shtola/zero, y'shtola/nidhana, y'shtola/runar, ysayle/heustienne, ysayle/yotsuyu, ysayle/venat, moenbryda/mikoto, mikoto/lilja, sadu/cirina, woltsuyu, thanuri, wolthanuri, sidurgu/fray, aymeric/stephanivien, ryne/gaia, fordolyse, lucia/hilda, hegemone/agdistis.
ㅤff:ㅤ fang/lightning, lightning/aranea, fang/vanille, aerith/tifa, aerith/cloud/tifa, cecil/kain/rosa, promlunoct, lightning/noctis, aranea/lunafreya, lunafreya/cidney.
ㅤmisc:ㅤ edeleth (fe3h - f!byleth only), trephacard, thanzagmeg, korrasami, terraqua, namixi, wu zetian/gao yizhi/li shimin, griddlehawk, catradora.

favorite bands
evanescence; rosegarden funeral party; florence+the machine; hozier; daft punk; gorillaz; paramore; utada hikaru; green day; the hu; glass animals; poppy; masayoshi soken; stromae; darren korb; talking heads; modest mouse; lindsey stirling; linkin park; mother mother; halestorm; ergo, bria; talking heads, jiae, magnolia park, the berlinist, sleep theory, magnolia park.

favorite movies & shows
mad max, she-ra and the princesses of power, good omens, star trek: discovery, devilman crybaby, netflix's castlevania, interstella 5555: the 5tory of the 5ecret 5tar 5ystem, knives out, glass onion, princess mononoke, nausicaä.